JabberJuls

Merry Christmas to all and to all a goodnight. Beware of & Stay away from Fake people that have two faces. If you discover some, run before they torture the life out of you with their lies & perspectives BE REAL- what you see is what you get with no mind games kind of person. [...]

It’s funny how my siblings have this perception that I hold hatred against someone when I don’t. What I do hate is their manipulation of the truth–even God hates that! They clearly don’t know me. Are they Judging Me? LOL just something my siblings tell everyone not to do to them. God knows my heart [...]

Proverbs 10:18 (New Living Translation) 18 Hiding hatred makes you a liar; slandering others makes you a fool. ——————————— I read this verse today in my daily reading and it hit home for me. Pretty much sums up my situation I’m facing from my brothers and sisters in a nutshell. Telling me after the funeral [...]

Well, after seeing my mother and siblings turn on me and reject me for crazy reasons, I’ve started wondering what my other half sister is like. Being so little when she was around, I really never knew her. Kimberly Bowman (Married name unknown) who are you? I now wonder why Mom refused to let you [...]

Dad I miss you! Thank you for loving me so much that I know without a doubt Jesus loves me even more, which astounds me to realize there is possibly more. Jesus I don’t understand what’s happening with misplaced blame & hatred towards me, but I know you do. Realizing I’m not wanted and looked [...]

One saying of deep wisdom my brother told my mother years back and she shared with me was, “You can’t make someone love You.” These words at one point in time hurt mom deeply for years hearing her own son say them to her. We all naturally believe the family we are born into just [...]

I think my siblings and mom went insane. Wow… I lose my Father to discover my siblings and mother resent the love my father had for me. Don’t understand why all these years they pretended to care about me and yet hated my guts. I’m sorry my Fathers love for me caused all you siblings [...]

Dad’s viewing was December 6, 2009 from 5 – 9pm. My sisters, brothers, and I were not sure what to do about flowers and were blessed to see all the love gifts of flowers that came in from all the family and friends that loved Dad. Many family and friends showed and blessed our family [...]