JabberJuls

It’s funny how my siblings have this perception that I hold hatred against someone when I don’t. What I do hate is their manipulation of the truth–even God hates that! They clearly don’t know me. Are they Judging Me? LOL just something my siblings tell everyone not to do to them. God knows my heart [...]

Proverbs 10:18 (New Living Translation) 18 Hiding hatred makes you a liar; slandering others makes you a fool. ——————————— I read this verse today in my daily reading and it hit home for me. Pretty much sums up my situation I’m facing from my brothers and sisters in a nutshell. Telling me after the funeral [...]

Dad I miss you! Thank you for loving me so much that I know without a doubt Jesus loves me even more, which astounds me to realize there is possibly more. Jesus I don’t understand what’s happening with misplaced blame & hatred towards me, but I know you do. Realizing I’m not wanted and looked [...]

One saying of deep wisdom my brother told my mother years back and she shared with me was, “You can’t make someone love You.” These words at one point in time hurt mom deeply for years hearing her own son say them to her. We all naturally believe the family we are born into just [...]

I think my siblings and mom went insane. Wow… I lose my Father to discover my siblings and mother resent the love my father had for me. Don’t understand why all these years they pretended to care about me and yet hated my guts. I’m sorry my Fathers love for me caused all you siblings [...]

GROSSMONT SCHOOL DISTRICT OFFERS MANY ALTERNATIVE PROGRAMS. Don’t let them discourage you from making the choice to utilize them for your student. Remember YOUR student Funds their School that’s why the don’t inform you of your options. Phoenix Program is one option for an Independent Study Program with a Teacher assigned to your student. Only [...]

Life sure does take you by surprise doesn’t it? Just when you think you can take a deep breath and enjoy life a bit, boommmmm….something hits you from behind. Sometimes I feel like I’m living in Limbo. Just taking whatever happens with a smile and God’s grace to handle it the best I can. I [...]

As you may know, our son Luke has made some choices which led him into Juvenile Hall for a few days and now on probation til next year. Here we, Russ and I, are the victims of our sons choices and we are penalized to participate in some Family and Individual counseling and Parenting classes. [...]