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Love You Dad

Love You Dad

Well, this is my new challenge in life. Discovering how to move on after this great loss of my Father, my best friend, my counselor, my mentor, my Touch of Jesus on Earth (mercy,grace,love,fearlessness,faith).
Dealing with the other great loss of sisters, brothers, and mother too over deep seated issues they hold against me, which there is no way to be around such manipulation and hatred. I refuse to accept their blame for things they refuse to face the truth about.

Memories I cherish with my Dad:
1. We’d talk several times a day or at the least once a day around 3ish or later in evening.
2. Looking forward to hearing his Voice letting me know all about his daily tasks, journeys, hardships, routines, details that made me feel as if i knew all about him. :) Then sharing my day with him and knowing his advice, giggles, sadness, caring responses were all out of great love for ME.
3. Spending special times with him. Even just doing household chores, hanging out watching movies, shopping together, going out to eat, 99cent store shopping, bargain hunting, the special goodies and leftovers, the special visits when he was near my home area, the hugs, the BIG HUGS, the time he spent with Tim & Luke teaching them how to work and loving them unconditionally.

I miss you deeply Dad. I know this emptiness is filled with Jesus’s peace he brings. I pray the other siblings take care of Mom as she so desires and in a way that pleases you Lord. Its unfortunate I can’t be around the mental games, but I know you understand and will help me face the reality of this life. Love you Jesus and Thank You for the forever Treasure of knowing YOUR UNCONDITIONAL love through my earthly father’s example.

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